Justin. Scary movies. Losing stuff. Panic attacks. Sister crying. Nostalgic. Stop this Train. Can’t sleep. Don’t wanna work tomorrow. Have a hole in the crotch of my khaki work pants. Jordan. Brittany. Der Der Der.
I don’t remember the point of it at all.. I think it was some kind of big game but I don’t know. In fact this post is almost pointless except I just wanna remember some parts of this dream.
- Brother Rock owned a cute little restaurant right next to St. Therese and it was amazing and my brother and all his friends worked there.
- hung out with Brittany (Target) and her roommates. Avery was being mean.. can’t remember why but I cussed her out for something stupid she did.
- This is the part that stumps me. It happened twice. So the dream must have been some kind of game where I died the first time and got another life and did it again. I was with some random people running around St. Therese Church, hiding from somebody. Then Corey shows up in the back by the basketball hoop. He’s clearly trying to hurt me. I feel like there was some kind of snake involved but I don’t remember how. But basically what he did.. I think he tried to just play basketball with me, but there was this really fast snake with a needle sticking out of it’s head and it slithered right for me, stabbed me, and I died. But the second time, most of that happened, but I remembered the snake so I killed it. And he was like oh shit. So he put the needle in the basketball, threw it high in the air- WAIT IT WAS A BALLOON THIS TIME. So by some act of God a needle can stick out of a balloon. So he was trying to get the needle part to fall on my head, but since it’s a balloon he couldn’t get enough momentum to make the needle actually stick in my head. After that, he actually did stab me a few times with the needle, in the arm right where I get my blood drawn (ick), but for some reason I was stronger this time and it didn’t work on me. But during the entire time of both of these parts I was bawling my eyes out. #1 Because I hate needles. #2 Because I didn’t wanna die. And #3 Because I miss the shit out of him and I love him and I don’t want to be strangers anymore. But at the end, I took the needle, screaming, pounced on him and stabbed HIM with the needle. So I think I won the game. Here’s the weird thing though.. my managers Marcus and Brad were standing around watching, and they were like F yeah! lol so I think part of the dream was that the whole place was Target, but who knows.
- Then I woke up and I was bawling my eyes out in real life, too. Crazy.
Stark tower looks like a fucking llama.
Future Ted: I started things off with something cute and charming: “I was thinking about you, so I thought I’d send you a little texty text”. And the moment I hit ‘send’, I realised… It wasn’t cute at all. It was the lamest thing anyone has ever sent to anyone. And the worst thing about texting is that once you send it, you can never get it back.
How I Met Your Mother 4.21 - “The Three Days Rule”
Since Rhaea quit.. I get Price Accuracy shifts :D! So basically.. there were like 3 or 4 nights that I was supposed to close hardlines in the next two weeks, but since Rhaea quit, they need me for PA. So I don’t close for two weeks :)! They are all morning shifts, and I only have ONE shift this weekend and it’s a morning. I’M SO EXCITED. I can actually have a life at night if I want. And I can go to Connor’s grad party next Saturday night, thank the Lord. Here’s the schedule in case I forget it:
This week:
Sunday- off
Monday- Price Accuracy 6-2:30
Tuesday- 3:45-11 Hardlines
Wednesday - 8-4:30 Price Accuracy
Thursday - 6-2:30 Price Accuracy
Friday- off
Saturday- 8-3:15 Hardlines
Next Week:
Sunday - off
Monday - 6-2:30 Planogram
Tuesday - 6-2:30 Planogram
Wednesday thru Friday - 8-4:30 Price Accuracy.
But.. I’ve been thinking a lot lately. Especially today. Here’s the part that will sound stupid, but I watch the Bachelor/Bachelorette.. and I was watching last night’s this morning. I know some people think it’s bullshit, and it kind of is, but I like it. ANYWAY point of the story.. I want to find someone that I’m crazy about. I haven’t been like absolutely crazy about a guy in a long time. Someone I absolutely can’t wait to see and miss like crazy 5 minutes after they go home. You know? I see a lot of that on that show, even though it’s like.. stupid. I also watched Sweet Home Alabama today.. and just the whole love situation in that is really cool. I want that so badly. And there are so many guys that I WISH I felt that way about. And it’s not even that I want that RIGHT now, because I don’t. I’m not ready to date again yet. But I hope that I meet this guy sometime in the near-ish future. I’m tired of these short relationships where I’m not all there. That sounds kind of bad, but I want the real thing. I realize I’m only 19 years old and some other people wait many more years before they find that person, but I’m impatient lol. Gimme!
